Shadowy existence

As the sun crests the eastern horizon,
Dipping in and out of valleys,
Over the hills In the far off distance. 
Relieving the cold ground of it's shadowy existence.
I look in the general direction of where you are,
Not hard to find,
As,
Although there is no spray from the the non existent rain,
You've reflected a perfect rainbow with your luscious smile from where you stand....
All i have to do now is follow the multi coloured path,
To find the treasure I most adore,
That makes me laugh,
Laugh so hard it shakes my core,
It always has done,
It always has done since i walked through that pub door....
I can smell your sweet aroma on all the things you've touched,
In my house and even in my car!
I can't stand not being able to simply hold your hand.
On a day like this id have loved to stroll down the beach,
Hands entwined,
Writing your name with my toes in the sand.
I want to whisper in your ear,
 And send tingles down your spine,
Whispering you sweet nothings,
Telling you "you're MINE".
I can't.
It pains me so,
each nano second I'm without you,
It tears me apart.
Each nano moment I can't hold you,
Touch you,
Feel you,
Kiss you,
caress you,
See you or hear you,
Is like a dagger to my heart, 
I really fudging miss you and have loved you from the start.....