Is she back

I am dying and burning, do you see? 
My world is upside down and collapsing, am I me? 
Enslaved by her beauty, but wish not to be free 
This not true, is I dreaming? 
I feel empty in this gore nightmare, this is insanity 
What did I do to you and what are you doing to me? 
You gave me kisses and hugs, made me happy! 
Now its ignorance and curses all making me weary 
Stabbing, ripping, and breaking my soul brutally 
You are hurting me, literally killing me 
Do I know you? You are no bloody felony! 
Please stop, this crime is malicious, I am drowsy 
Was I a sluggard in loving you? If so I am profoundly sorry 
How do I prove myself, help me understand you lovely? 
You are leaving with a lousy explanation and all blurry 
My sweet heart, wait! I am in bottomless need 
I am sad and lonely, please my sweet honey 
I’m lost in this love maze with no clue, this is frightening 
Along a river of gold I see you pass by, I feel merry 
Stay! Do not go I truly missed you cutie 
Running through a daisy garden as your beauty is surpassing 
It is really you again, miraculous, I am no more freezing 
You love is truth, your warmth is real, I am melting 
Yes it is proper, no game just craziness, you are pretty! 
I am alive and free, I have hope now, and you do love me! 
Love defeated all mischief, indeed we have victory 
How great am I, you saved me for I was so deadly