She wants

She wants...

She cries all night,
But never gives up her fight.
She wants to be loved for who she is,
But knows that she will never be his.
She has mended her broken heart,
But knows it will soon fall back apart.
She wants to be the best she can,
But knows it will never be good enough for a good man.
She wants to have beauty inside and out,
But knows that the inside nobody cares about.
She wants to be the one someone needs,
Instead her heart just aches and bleeds. 
She wants to find the mate for her soul, 
But she finds nothing but a black hole.
She wants her kids to have a life of fun,
But sometimes she wants to just run.
She feels so hopeless most of the days,
But tries to move forward in so many ways
She knows depression is a hell of a fight,
But she will fight it with all of her might.
She just wants to be wanted and important too,
But no one ever means it when they say, "I love you".
She wonders everyday why she is so broke,
But she knows that to every man she is just a joke.
She knows she can be what her kids need,
But will have to push herself to succeed.
She doesn't want to be second best,
But she accepted she can't pass the test.
She wants to be someone she can love,
But only if there is a miracle from up above.
She will continue to push forward even when it's dark,
But let this be known she will always leave her mark.