Shroedinger's cat

Like Schoedinger's cat,
Am I dead or alive?
I wonder which is real:
Dreaming or awakening
In my dreams I am all:
The house and the sky,
The bread and the knife,
The killer and the victim
All powerful and vulnerable
Simoultaneously.
But here I am but dust,
I ony hold the power of the second 
Free will and its consequences
Are all I have.