SILENCE

I silenced my presence

Silenced my voice

Silenced my footsteps to your wonderland

Limiting my over thinking of you

For excitement was taking charge

My bad habit,

Over thinking was never good for me

I’d rather dream to live it

Hope to be in it

Love to live it

Flow, learn and grow in it

Than over think to just imagine it

Because as I know

Sometimes looking deeply into the future

Might create feelings that you’d feel already lived it all

When all was just a picture formed in mind

Not yet experienced then change lanes and never try to accomplish

So as I say

Ifs, should haves and would haves are cheap and invalid to this so

I choose to live in the present flow hoping of you to be…

My future

I laid back my pride

Took off my runaway bride shoes

Blocked out negative naggings of an attention seeker

Only seeking to know what’s real

Only seeking for true self

Let it all reveal itself

I’m no chaser for silly chances

But I know the real deal stays

For the real deal knows the real deal

Like good knows goods

A good woman knows a good man

Vice versa, while they see each other…

I choose to restrain from spin the bottles and guessing games

In silence, I stand back

Seeking God 1st

For if it’s real and true

Through my silence

You shall hear my heart beats for you

My eyes speak of you truly

Eyes speaking same foreign lingo

It won’t be hard to track me

I’m not leaving but staying

As said, the worthy will notice the beauty within

Like, is beyond the expression of attraction

My silence is not to question

While as you seek

I’ll be seeking God

Till then will blessings rain on

For the truth will be revealed and rejoiced