Silent wish

I want to love so deep that the depths of the ocean can not compare
   to feel the things we once did not know existed.
I want to roam the desolate valleys of the wilderness
   without fear of poachers.
I want to feel something, anyhting
   other than the crimpling feeling I get when I'm not on my meds.
I want to be like the air
  to blow people away with the mystery of me.
Like the water
   calm and collected with a roaring beauty when unsettled.
Like the earth beneath my feet
   solid and stable.
I want to be me
  without fear.