Simply gonna freestyle here

I'm not correcting nor editing this text. Read at will if you wish while you rest.

As you slumber, deep in sleep, after you've counted a thousand sheep. I will still be here, I'm not going far. This is what they told me, I don't know who they are.  It's not really me writing this stuff it's the others in my head, to tight to tough.I have been mingling with different ideas, but none of them come out. Fucking really wish I knew what that's about.

If you're not suppose to swear than I apologize but once you get to know me, my language won't  be a surprise. 

I curse like a sailor, definite potty mouth right here. God this just makes me laugh, fucking headache disappear.

There is so much that should be said but in all honesty I should be in bed. Yeah I know it's not traditional, this particular format I'm using. Again does it really matter, my thoughts my words that I'm abusing.

The only thing I want made clear is that there are some young people here in cosmo land that need others near.

FOE FUCK SAKES they are screaming, but not for attention. They are going through stuff and it's caused a retention.

Their words flow like hot butter on morning pancakes. They reach out and no one is listening. What will it take. They are screaming in silence, I'm humbled by their pain. Each and every one of them,  I feel I'm going insane.

I can't turn this shit off GOD I wish I could.

Forget about having gifts and being misunderstood.  Being different is overrated. Can't I just be me, a simple hearted girl with a tendancy to be mean. I shoot from the hip, I say it ad it is and really at this very point, it's nobodies biz.

What I say and what I write, although you see it here. It's easily written and taken down. 

Make it disappear! 

Sighs- yeah I'm feeling the anxiety of some members I have read and can't release it..... IT SUCKS!