Sinfully seduced

How hauntingly sorrowful
My heart does yearn
How shall my soul desire to learn
To experience happiness again
I feel this question lies in vain

Which direction should I Steer
My eyes throughout darkness do I fear
Whilst vision of heartache is so clear
Thy destiny of doubt drawing near

Excuse my pardons with my pleas
I shall not appologise for these
Nobody notices as I wheeze
The captive chilly cursing breeze

Fate has fathomed in my fight
Hell has wrathed a scornful sight
Mournful mind soothes midnight
Sleepless sighs surround sad light
Please God help me tonight