Sit and wait

The moles are gone, the pain is real
6-8 weeks wait, scared's how I feel
sit and wait, hope for the best
And at some point, try and get rest

Everything now means that much more
my baby laughing, giggling on the floor
any second without her is a second too long
but to think the worst would definitely be wrong

I don't want to worry, fret and cry
I don't want to have to say goodbye
I'm sure i will be fine, I am strong
my fear will be stopped, my worry gone

And until the news, I just have to wait
take a breathe and count to eight
calm the nerves and keep busy
don't let the fear make me dizzy.....