Sleep away the misery.

Every wretched day looking forward to sleeping the pain away in my faithful bed
Frankly its dealt with all my burdening sweat and tears and even when my heart bled.
I fall into a deep and dangerous fantasy land
Wishfully having an idealised world in my mind already planned.
Always desiring this and that.
As if I'm a fucking spoiled brat.
Its endured countless tears, more than I've ever cried on anyone's shoulder
That's why I keep my distance away as reality gets colder.
I desperately wish I could thank you for being there for me through thick and thin
But in reality you're driving me into troublesome madness so I have no clue where to even begin.
I beg someone tell me how to knock myself back into reality
I already know I owe my other side a sincere apology.
My mind's a million miles away in the supreme sky,  whilst my body is stuck in the frightful mainland
I tell myself one day I'll realise... But meanwhile I'll be rotting in bed in dreamland.