Slowly I Walk Away

My thoughts begin to consume meā¦
Worn around my head like a decorative piece of jewelryā¦
The foolery is real and all that I can feel are questions of what is and isnāt realā¦
Whatās the deal?
Why canāt I fly by with careless dreams of what seem to be pictures of perfectionā¦
Why am I always the one thatās dissecting deeper into emotions that are floating on past times that have no relevanceā¦
If it appears to be Heaven sent then just embrace itā¦
But face it Iām an optimistā¦
I find fault in all that begins to come of this before you make the slightest wish to reach ears that can hearā¦
I fear a lasting bitternessā¦
My heart I try and shield from this, but it makes no sense and I am engulfed in my own momentsā¦
So what am I to do but own itā¦?
Is what it is, as to how they sayā¦?
And no matter where I run day to day I am faced with myselfā¦
Not believing that an outside soul can help,
I weep tears of my own person for deep down inside thru the happiness she is hurting and itās uncertain how to redeem oneās self back to lifeā¦
Jesus Christā¦
Grab the wheel and pull it tight because Iām about to let goā¦
No one knows what the picture in my head shows and if they did know maybe theyād insert a different reelā¦
Whatās a woman left to feel?
After surrendering her all and left to fall down a tunnel of blackness not foreseenā¦
What does living life really mean?
I seem to find confusion in my passage and Iām traveling with no baggage of the physical only that of my mental but itās holding me up at customsā¦
The center of my life and Iām busy dustināā¦.
Dusting off the residue of you know who as I try to polish up fresh and be my best for the new turf I begin to enterā¦
And like master splinter I move slowā¦
Watch the way the enemy goes and be certain not to followā¦.
From an inside heart beating hollow find room to open up and indulge love in a swallowā¦
Iām doneā¦
The run was fun but if I keep goin I can feel myself choking and the words have already been spoken so slowly I walk awayā¦
By,
Dominique Clausell
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Dominique Clausell,
Good write, thanks for sharing
Regards
WILLIAMSJI MAVELI