Empty

My thoughts move fast
At the speed of light

But my life goes slow

Towards...

Suffering never ends
Always more pain to follow

Bring me warmth of morning sunshine...

Sharp objects cast shadows in vision,
Rigid greys pressing against reality,

Painful distort...

The broken one,
Undeserving,
Inadequate,
Unable to articulate,
Feelings new,...

I will keep breathing and smiling
And joining in on all of the rides

I will grin,...

At dawn, your day begins, mind heavy with ache,
Her kind words echo on, a haunting keepsake,...

From an early age you're taught things...

You just do what you're told and they are how you think...

Nothing but silence
Her mind is lonely
A shadow of the life that filled these floors
...

The ups and downs life puts you through

Bills to pay the rent is due

running low on meat...

I do not know why they were all
killed
Or with what sin they must have
been filled...

It was a brief encounter, A brief connection with your words
Your promises and your actions, they...

Streaming downloaded pills
creating razor rainbows
with dancing bloodstreams
wooden...

I hold you and blush springs to life
I hit you and tears spring out
But now the blush and...

Is it glamour you seek, fool?
Alas, tis mångata in pool.
Idle splendor, see it slips.
...

Hey, did you forget about me again?
Too busy writhing in shallow anguish
You´d forgotten the...

feeling empty is the most strangest way of feeling even tho I have felt it so many times I still don't know...

Lost in the silence
The stillness
The place between thoughts
There is the profound...