A reaching hand

Drowning in the depths of my own sanity
Feeling trapped between the darkness and the light
Where time ticks away like it takes an eternity
Feeling lonely and helpless, not even knowing the day that approaches
Praying for the sun to come, while all there is... is night.

Sinking away in the sands that were supposed to support me
As a kid holding it inside my hands, watching it leaving
Running turned into crouching, turned into crawling
Every step feeling like walking with bricks in your shoes
With one victory gained in life, you had everything to lose

Glass shattering as you stare inside the mirror
Forgetting who you were, what you're goals are, always backtracking
While trying to reach the end, you simply get brought back to the very beginning
To leave no stones unturned, but don't have the strength to actually get 1 stone from moving
But you don't give up and you try and try again, leading to a state of insanity

At the end you cry, simply let the tears flow in hope that it creates a river for you to lay in
You yell, simply letting people hear your voice and let them know you exist around them too
You face you fear with every blood, sweat and tears you've inside and man up
Letting them know you need help.