Smart enough

why am I like this,
I want to be faster,

I want to learn at the same level as a normal class,

I don't want to be slow at learning,

will I ever be a fast learner?

will I have a chance to be something great 

I want to be a actress 

how can I be?

when I don't even have a good memory,

just a girl with a learning disability,

when will I be treated like I'm smart enough, 

am I smart enough to be a mother in the future?

but In the end I'm still treated like I'm a little kid, that can't do anything right,

maybe one day I will be smart enough for you.