Smiling in Heaven

I'm smiling in my heart. I believe he is my heaven and in that heaven he is smiling. He makes me the happiest when he said im his best friend. i believe my best friend has a girl and that girl got my approval. I want him to have happiness and he has it when he looks at me and tells me to set it up. I saw him in this life and believed that you date your best friend no i am his best friend and that will never change. I believe she is perfect for him. I know he is perfect because through everything he hugs me when i cry and he holds me back from the worst in my life.