So you won’t go away

So you won’t go away
Your sitting on my back
Your shouting out that beauty that was once to be had
Cutting out the laughter
Tearing down the light 
Taking out the person that that was once able to fight
I saw u in that evening mirror, like a demon that won’t sleep, like the shaddow that follows even the darkest disaster 
when I finally sleep cutting u out, u move into my dreams as a form of laughter 

I honestly don’t know
I honestly don’t care
I honestly can’t bare this 
Can’t live like this
Can’t breathe or dance like this
My choice is not a choice
My choice are those shackles 
My choice is a hell that never sleeps