Sober thoughts

As i sit here
Imagining the past
How i want it to last
Too sad that it cant
From me to you
I wish you the best
I know I have to accept
That I had no chance
With a yellow melanitic queen
Melancholy calling my name
Even when I knew
It wouldn't work I still tried
To be what you want
But the truth is so sad
I'm too in my head
To let my past escape
From my thoughts
The girl that I loved
She done flew away
Living her life
And I'm happy for that
Maybe I should take of myself
Stop expecting to be saved
Rather change my ways
Be my best self
The wine is settling
So are my emotions
I'm finally accepting
What has happened

C DON