Sometimes
There are moments when I don't feel beautiful
when the clouds seem too bleach the world of color
and every persons face becomes a stranger.
There are days when I won't speak
because every word out of my fucking mouth is dripping with poison
and your lips are too sweet for me too taste.
Sometimes I can't stand the sight of your face
because it reminds me of moments that have long been turned into memories
and I'm trying to move forward
and you're a chain to my past.
I know
I can't blame you,
but I still do.
There are hours when I don't sleep
even though I know I'll regret it in the morning.
But I've learned that it's hopeless to try to find peace in my dreams
because they've bred with my nightmares.
I stop reading for months at a time because I lose myself somewhere between the covers
and I need time to find my way out.
I guess I like the fantasies more than my reality.
And sometimes
I
feel
really fucking
beautiful.
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beautiful write. Welcome to Cosmo. Looking forwards to reading more from you!
Thank you :))
Holy Crap!!.... this is straight up REAL!!......I Love the way you formatted this...... and stayed so true to your own heart's feelings and impressions about yourself and the other person you're referencing here!!....... great sense of rhythm and timing in your delivery as well......ALL STARS...... well done LUNA CATALAN!!....... love the bluntness of your word choices!!...... and........WELCOME to COSMO!!........T xoΒ Β ?
Thank you so much!!!!
Wow. There are so many wonderful things about this, from your imagery to the emotions that arise from the read. I relate to this, and yet I see others in it as well making it universally great. Well done. I look forward to reading more. Blessings and Welcome, Rebecca
Thank you so much, I really appreciate you reading it.
Welcome to Cosmofunnel !
Astounding piece for your first submission. Great.
Wishing you all the best in your endeavours ! Β :)
So amazing. I felt every word. Damn I enjoyed reading your ink. Full of passion. Keep it up. So awesome wow!!
I thoroughly enjoyed every line you wrote (especially the last five lines).Β I could feel your intense raw emotion through your words. Congrats on the nomination!!
Val ?
i can relate this poem is very emotionally charged i like the honesty in it except for the cuss wordΒ
i enjoy reading your poems and hope you will return the favor again linda oh by the way
a few members are saying hello now i sense a welcome here keep writing
becxause your good at itΒ