Sorry

I’m sorry I didn’t show respect when it needed to be shown. I know I’m not reaching out and showing that I’m grown. Mistakes that come to haunt just me. Learning more to be a man I see. I’ve walked down many rocky roads and still have yet to cross. It’s harder than you think when you still have dreams of what you lost. I’m sorry for myself because ive become something I’m not. I’ve never been a person that gives up all they got. I can only say in words that I hope to be sorry a lot less. I know I can be better and find my only best. It’s deep inside me it’s something im sorry that I lost. I’m working on myself to be better it will cost. But I should let you all know this will never be the end. Because all this journey leads too is how my world will bend. It might take a big drop to face just what is me. But if I can say I’m sorry it can set me free. I want to find that person again the one that always shines. Not sorry for the things he does as swinging from the vines. Making a life with everything he has and climbing to the top. I’m sick of saying sorry and my sorry needs to stop.