Soul Searching

Sights fly from two eyes to the top of the pyramids one, amidst the three they see, feel and hearā¦
Visually speaking, audio heard through the speed of light, light years ahead, paparazzi arrive when I lay my head, nightmares crown me a killer, nightdreams remind me of who I could and would want to be, one mind two sides, one voice to be heard, every cell has a heart and I lost count, my life,, my time,,, my light,,,, my fight,,,,, my head,,,,,, my bed,,,,,,,,, some blood still left not bled, underdog confidence, top dog performance, success hides, failure retries, beneath the truth I have tailored the lies, replies pre heard determined and mined, my eyes two wounds~teardrops nonstop bleed out ~ bloodshot got popped , head job, full time 9 -5/ 5-9
AM, PM
Whole timeĀ
Refried
fried twiceĀ
true and tried
fried rice brain guts
brain friedĀ
refried beans
baked twice
brain fried
washed brain
think once
brain rots
wet head
bed wet
potty head
pissed off
night light
dark sky
thoughts dark
sparks thought
lies caught
stars cry
afraid of the dark
dark mind
trap thoughts
lay to rest
thought cots
put to bed
wake up
up again
down time
times are low
low growth
growth is slow
slow results
results I seek
seek thoughts
thoughts that are new
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Comments
Hello SkyCloud...
I can see your busy...
There's a lot going on in there...
Happy Searching!
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Don't forget to put time in to relax...
Great write!
Thank you for sharing...
sparrowsong
There used to be a lot more, I know Iām getting closer but I still feel so far away. I wonāt be the victim, I did that for all of my late teens to late twenties. I know itās up to me, I know I ultimately decide. Faith calls and I have always continuously prayed ( regardless my thoughts on religion )Ā
The voices are no longer in my head, I know itās now of my own, I contemplate everything but my gut, it rarely leads me wrong. My wife and family deserves my full potential, I know Iāve barely scratched the surface, but I still do nothing different. I fear remaining the same and judgement day arriving, I fear letting deserving loved ones down, I envy those with good parents, for so many years amidst my youth I was forced to be an adult and now for most of my adulthood Iāve resorted to being a kid! Iām studying it all and have been for going on three years. Thank you for the support and concern. It means a lot.Ā