Soulful gazez

Look deep into my desolate eyes and tell me what you see. 
Can you feel the malefic force that swarms inside my serenity.

Gaze beyond my lost horizons behind the sunsets fall. 

See my dreams as I become your guidance, and show you the doorways inside my walls. 

Stare at my smile, can you see my old hardships and the choices I've made to be free. 

This odium is but my podium of abhorrence, and is destined to scream out of me... 

So observe me closely and try to conclude 

On my facial extremities. 

My kindness of heart split decisions apart 

As I refuse the sensation of remedies. 

Watch what I do and follow my lead as I take you to a whole different leisure. 

Catch what's inside you and borrow your greed as you turn your pain into pleasure. 

See beneath Sodom and rise above sorrow but don't burrow to equanimity. 

Agree with my flaws and I'll give you what's yours, I'll give you my secrets in me. 

Do you see tears , do you see anguish. 

Do you see my destruction and rubble . 

Do you see violence and fires to vanquish 

Do you see my past problems or troubles. 

Do you hear stories of what I did wrong or do you hear stories of glory 

Do you ask questions of why I am who I am 

Or do you accept them and stand proud before me. 

Do you understand why I do what I do. 

Its because I believe I must repay my sins. 

I've turned all of my loves into the wisest of hates. 

I relinquish my debts to the dust off my skins.

So you may not see the man who still hides under all infusions of his soul

But still I must confide in all my demons inside. 

With my respectful illusions of control.