special feelings

It's that feeling, that simply pales in comparison to any others the one that makes your stomach twist in knots and make you think of the future and your heart fill with butterflies when I talk to you. 
  If I could I'd walk up to you and pull you into my arms where you're secure look you in the eyes With your beautiful bright smile that could light up the entire universe
I love everything about you your everything I want and need I miss you right after talking to you I've never met you, yet I miss you every single day.. I just can't explain the feeling and when I'm not talking to you, I feel lost and confused you're the one thing that makes me feel content and even though I'm not there with you, I feel surrounded by you the distance is a minimal opstical that soon will be optional  but if I'm honest, I'd tell you that you are everywhere to me maybe I've just fallen that much in your love that I'm drowning in every thought of you I can never open up to anyone the way I open up to you feel we already have that strong bond  
It's like there's a part of you in every inch of me, stirring up my emotions and running through my veins and all I would need to feel stronger is to remember that feeling of gain when I think of your soft mellow voice and the way it soothes me, helps me maintain when I talk to you it's like a spark everything that was dark is coming to light and has my heart bursting ego high as a kite in thin air I never stop thinking about you every second of every minute of every day and no matter what mood im in you can always make it suddenly change and also because I'm thinking about you with hope that you're out there thinking of me too. 
   What started out as a infatuation, quickly turned into something much more with feelings of desire now only you i adore nothing could ever compare you make me love even every text cause I know it's with care always thinking of whats next fall just a little more with hopes that you feel the same even if distance has made a fool of me One innocent message made my whole life turn upside down and inside out I felt like a whole new person without a doubt One message brought me to you and I couldn't be more grateful You're a blessing in disguise so special in my eyes I'm truly lucky to have such an amazing woman like you in my life It's just what you do to me that makes me willing to fight for you as long as I have to as long as it means I can have you in the end think of you until I fall asleep I love you, My soul to keep
the thought of losing you makes me weep I don't know if that sounds stupid to you but I can't help it I thank God that I have you in my life just for another day if I fight hard enough one day you will be mine ill have you in every way I will never push ill take my time hard to explain the effect you have on me and my life all I know all my life ive waited for the perfect wife when things are right and your love is out of sight life for me wouldn't ever be the same and it'd be like this big piece of me is lost cause I'd know what I'd be missing people may see me as crazy but I don't care as long as I have my lady we've never met but this time i invest ill never regret because I know when it's real and even with the slightest things you say you just get to me in a special way all I wanna do is hold you close and never let go with that feeling inside my heart, knowing that you're there with me and nothing can tear us apart. 
Maybe I am crazy but I would much rather be crazy for loving you than to stop which is something that I could never do so all I can do know is fight and just hope
Destiny will bring us together where we are supposed to be safe and content in each others arms promise I will never do you wrong.