starting over

I'M TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING

TO BASE MY LIFE UPON

SOMETHING IN THIS STRANGE WORLD

THAT GOES ON AND ON 

AS THE YEARS GO BY AND TIME FADES AWAY

WHAT USED TO BE A "GOOD DAY" ARE NOW FILLED 

WITH DISMAY.

TOMORROW COMES AND YET AGAIN IT GOES 

AND MY AMBITION TO BECOME SOMETHING MORE AND MORE IT GROWS AND GROWS AROUND A CORNER FOR MILES AWAY

YET HERE  IS ANOTHER CORNER FOR THE LIFE I WANT NOW ,GETS CLOSER AND CLOSER EACH DAY

ALL I EVER WANTED WAS SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR,I DON'T WANT TO BE THIS LITTLE PERSON NO MORE

I'VE BEEN BASING MY LIFE UPON WHAT OTHERS THINK

I WISH I COULD GO BACK AND START OVER

I FOUGHT TO BECOME WHO I AM TODAY AND WHAT I WANT TO BE,I HAVE TO REMIND MYSELF THAT ONE DAY I WILL BE FREE

FREE FROM THE RULES I FOLLOWED AS A CHILD

WHENEVER I THOUGHT IT WAS A GAME LIFE WAS SO MILD

BENDING THE FIXTURES OF NOTHINGNESS

OR DONT LIVE AT ALL  FOR ALL IV SURVIVED ITS JUST BY STARTING OVER....