Staying hopeful

     I find myself writing now, more than ever. It's better than crying all day and feeling under the weather.

    I hate being with someone, yet still feeling alone. It makes your stomach turn, your heart ache and so I turn and pick up my phone.

   What happened to communication? I guess straight down the drain. No matter how hard I try, I still feel the pain.

    It's a new day, I refuse to start it off bad. My decision is to smile and be happy. I don't want to even hear any of those words today... Mad.. Sad..

    I have control over how my day will be, if negativity is in the air, I'm in the wrong place. For me, I want to have fun, I want to laugh.. So every time you look at me, there's a smile on my face.