Step Dad's love

I'm sorry he said as he left the final time, we're at the end he thought, I can't afford what your asking, so I'm asking to fade and be left in the past, the way your going towards the future, makes me feel my current decisions are trash, like this infection I can't get rid of, oils and creams just expose this rash, so I running fast, but take time and listen, to what your missin, she here with wondering, where your at and where your sitting, she looks to me for an answer I can't give, cause the truth hurts at any time or age, there's not a right way or real explanation that she's can have or answer to where is her dad, now biological your her blood and soul, and no one can take that from you, but only if you knew what it's like to be that part from the start that she needs, I get it your life is not all together, and full of regrets, but if you saw the way she looks when she asks if you called, I don't think you would have left at all, it takes time and dedication to move pass your flaws and be the man in her life, I just hope you know I'm trying my best to raise her right, now I'm not blood but when she says I love you I respond with my love is like a flood, so that she at least knows she's loved and even though your dealing and in pain, that both her daddy's love her and that she's lucky to have e two when other children have 1 or none, so take your time and when your ready, I'll be the first one to welcome you back, the you where to step in and how to handle it if you get stuck, cause eventually she needs her real daddy, and you'll be glad ya came back so you can get on a fresh track, so don't worries bro I got this until you come back, stay blessed