stepping forward

Im leaving behind myself and my frame of mind to change my ways to better mankind.
you can jump on my boat and head to somewhere and prosper or you can continue your ways and then ill know I forever lost her.
Im sick of always feeling like I did something wrong I can never forgive the drugs that are always gone
but now I found a fix that has taught me something more I open my heart to god and now I soar
higher than before something new felt the light makes my troubles all just melt.
They disappear bc I no longer have fear god has opened my eyes now I see clear
Hes broken down my walls and I now let him in its now that my life can begin
Ive given him the reigns and let him take hold I never thought id have the strength to do something so bold
Now I feel free and my head in air I no longer am hurt by trying to care
Now the only one that has my love is that glorious god up above