Stitching myself together

The needle pinching through my skin
Little droplets of blood glide down the thin metal
Thread burning as it drags in and out of the skin
Blood finding its way to the floor
Staining it as every drop falls upon it
A single tear glides down my face
Looking at the knife I know will cure my pain
With bloody hands I save myself from misery
Knowing for a fact that Even if i try to put myself together
It won’t fix everything thats wrong with me
I am a monster that can never be anything close to human