Stuck

Frozen in the past 
watching and rewatching 
Why did I do that?
Why did nobody stop me?
Wishing things could be different even though...
even though I knew it was too good to even become true,
I could still dream, right?

What a waste...
The future is running away 
I watch it go
not having the energy to run after it.
Or maybe I'm just scared
of what could be