Stuck

 Stuck
I'm trying to save my faith , in this challenging place
I'm holding on to be strong , even though i cant remember the last place in wich i belonged .
I want to feel a love so unreal 
Every fairy tail i ever knew will come true
I want to believe in the things beyond my eyes, but im afraid to find the answers are all lies.
I find that i want to give to fast, in the things that just wont last.
I feel wrong simply because i dont think the same.
I always feel because of my past i am to blame
I'm caught in a curse where better is worse
Where to strong is wrong , and love is weak
a place where its not freedom of speach.
And i know i have such a long way to go 
 I'm stuck in a place i'd choose not to know, 
but i feel its a place to challange me to grow
after all there are no directions to perfection
I am being the best that i can be
knowing that this is somthing life wants to teach me 
And hoping one day that will be enough to set me free.