Stupid

I say, "you don't love me"
She replied, "I do"
I responded, "not how I want"
Do you know what it is I need
Can you supply my appetite
Replenishing my energy
I know what you need
But with out my strength thats what they will continue to be "needs"
From a criple man what more can you receive
I don't care for much I just want to stand
Every day is a strain
My wounds would you worsen or nurse them
Show me that your touch can nuture
And this relationship will go futher
I want you
Do you want me
I'm trying hard to believe
But the odds sound astronomical
Highly unprobable 
Although determination makes anything possible
It proposes the question is it worth the obstacles
Undecided, I don't know where my mind is 
It's surrounded by confusion
Could this be the conclusion
By wisdom i''m eluded 
Leaving me in fear of doing something stupid