It feels like what is best
I am so stressed
As i listen to the voices in my head
They know ive bled
But if I bleed now
I’d break my vow
They scream and yell
They’ve got me under their spell
I know your pain friend, Ive been there so many times. But you are special you have a story a one of a kind that stands to be different than most, your pain your hurt will give you something most do not have and its your story of the sorrows you carry and the pain that you have seen. Take it from me our story's of horror can bring peace to others that are feeling alone and afraid, only people like us can help others who are hurting the way we are hurting. We are the strong ones that will over come most broken battles that can't be won unless you seen the hell and faced it head on. I'm always here for you friend and don't you ever give up, there's something in all of us to be shared so we can help those who can't help them selves. Always much love my dear friend, always here 4 u Kay..
I ask people to never--EVER--speak to me while the voices in my head are talking, Anna. They really don't like it.
In 2001 I had the business end of a .357 shoved in my mouth, ready to pull the trigger.
Someone, or "something", stopped me for going through with my suicide.
Now, I think of all of the wonderful experiences I might have missed had I gone through with it. And every now and then the bitter taste of gun oil invades my taste buds as a constant reminder.
It's just not worth it.
Hang tough, kiddo...
~Dean Kuch
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Suicide is not the way to go. Continue on with your life something good will come out of it. I hope that you find something to live for and love.
I know your pain friend, Ive been there so many times. But you are special you have a story a one of a kind that stands to be different than most, your pain your hurt will give you something most do not have and its your story of the sorrows you carry and the pain that you have seen. Take it from me our story's of horror can bring peace to others that are feeling alone and afraid, only people like us can help others who are hurting the way we are hurting. We are the strong ones that will over come most broken battles that can't be won unless you seen the hell and faced it head on. I'm always here for you friend and don't you ever give up, there's something in all of us to be shared so we can help those who can't help them selves. Always much love my dear friend, always here 4 u Kay..
I ask people to never--EVER--speak to me while the voices in my head are talking, Anna. They really don't like it.
In 2001 I had the business end of a .357 shoved in my mouth, ready to pull the trigger.
Someone, or "something", stopped me for going through with my suicide.
Now, I think of all of the wonderful experiences I might have missed had I gone through with it. And every now and then the bitter taste of gun oil invades my taste buds as a constant reminder.
It's just not worth it.
Hang tough, kiddo...
~Dean Kuch