suicide survivor

fate just went to sleep, quietly I sat beside your grave and began to weep. I close my eyes and remember a girl who never cried but always held my hand in hope that someday life was just gonna half to get better, which brings me to my letter.. You felt so alone your light was on but never anyone home, but I was your half, your best friend, your sister and now that is all apart of my past. You made me a suicide survivor and I'd be a liar if I said I don't cry for you quietly everyday, while life has moved on I'm still stuck wondering what went wrong. Just know I'm lost without u everyday and wondering why we weren't enough for you to wanna stay and pull through..