Suspicious Mind

Suspicious Minds
-e.webb

suspicion; haunts as demon, wondering the mind of guilt,
for when thought of gain is actioned , and souls unheard will wilt,
shamed a soul to accept, what conceives as bad but done,
lies to inlay of a self and infects a soul redone 

guilt in a mind is a retrospect 
on who you thought you were
and you want to ensure that others don't see your soul unfurl

Inward thee loose trust in ownership of mind
 and strewn that trust be too, of all others around of you ,
bad imagined 
as bad be done to you 
and surmise of every act that good , in suspect eyes be bad.

instead forgiving back to that thought and see the mistake,
and then see the retrospect of good , bad has taught through heart ache
and soul forgiving of its host who knows it tripped in life,
stays as whole within you being and so trust is retained for life