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SUSPICIOUS MIND

SUSPICIOUS MIND

I make no excuses for the words I choose
being tired of the deceit, of being abused
I question every smile, every word unsaidĀ 
Fearful of Deceit of lies spread.

In the shadows of my mind, suspicion creeps
Whispers of doubt, like a serpent peeps
It coils around my thoughts, tightening its hold
I remain suspicious of the stories told.

Is it all just a game, a facade to deceive?
Or am I just too wary, too quick to perceive?
My suspicious mind is like a relentless foe
creating its reality, steady as it goes.

My eyes see betrayal in every glanceĀ 
my heart keeps beating a fearful dance
distrust like poison runs through my veinsĀ 
some say my suspicions will drive me insane.

But I choose to walk this lonely roadĀ 
feeling safe when all aloneĀ 
for me to trust in love, divineĀ 
will forever chain me to a suspicious mind.

Wilford Barker.

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Bernadete van d...

"I make no excuses for the words I choose" , yes, that's right. Words can
hurt and push people away. This is a very goodĀ  writing Wilford. B

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Shirley Harrison

Dearest Wilford B, Your last stanza speaks such volumes.

But I choose to walk this lonely roadĀ 
feeling safe when all aloneĀ 
for me to trust in love, divineĀ 
will forever chain me to a suspicious mind.

Choosing to walk alone yet feeling safe is a triumph to any individual who can do this. Amazing lines, also not to be phased by what others think about us is an incredibly powerful tool, Sir, I just love this poem. 🌹 

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Wilford Barker

Good morning Shirley H.
I am happy that this poem resonates.Ā 
Thank you ever so much for your support and comments.Ā 
Keep spreading the joy.Ā 

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Wilford Barker

Hello Bernadete.
I love people.. all peopleĀ  but in most of my life experiences, my kindness are not reciprocated. Especially in relationships.Ā 
Therefore.. Mr B. Has a Suspicious Mind.
I make no excuses for the words I choose.Ā 
Sorry for the rambling.Ā 

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