Tears

Tears run down your cheek 
so much pain inside you it seems 
such sad words come out of your mouth such hurtful words that nobody will take back 
so much pain in your face that death you threaten  casting your net of trickery of guilt such words wont stop
in hopes you dont leave such words to cause doubt 
how to escape such words if they aim for the heart
how to walk away if the guilt is there 
such fake tears fall 
such love 
laying in so much pain as you embrace captured by the net 
who can escape such embrace
if it aims at the heart 
shhh can you hear such a  heartbeat?
falling victim to such a love 
countless walk the same path 
guilt over love fear of a death so no escape 
such a beautiful love 
growing a custom to such falsehood and yet refusing to leave 
you cant have it all and yet we submit to such a thrill 
to see the blade in the hand i love you stop the pain let me breath 
This love is not mine 
to see such tears fall to see such tears on my hand why wont you just fall asleep 
to have such love why wont it just sleep 
such thoughts cross my mind are you mine ? Is all that love truely mine? To have such tears on my lips just sleep and let ke be free ;