That's Okay

I hurt the one
That I loved so much
I'm afraid we're done
So how can I be tough

It's another birthday
And you're not here
It seems like I'm out
Of the picture

And I wonder, if
I mean anything to you
And I don't want gifts
I just need to see you

The candles aren't
The right number
The frosting's
Not the right color

Nothing's okay
Not even me
I'm not in the mood
I don't want to eat

And I wonder, if
You'll ever wanna see
The man I've come to be
But I doubt
You're thinking of me

I'm turning twenty
And it's hard to believe
I came this far
With so many scars

It's another birthday
And you're not here
I'm debating weather
I should care

Cause it's another shame
But that's okay
I gave up on seeing you
Another day