The battle is over

For ages, all I've wanted is to be heard
I am now, but no one is listening
All that's left is 
My voice sounding empty words

People hear me
Yet not my pleas
I have two sides
But they don't agree

I quickly waste away
Throughout the day
After my words flow out
I can't help but think they weight me down

Down 
Down
I'm drowning in a flood
Comprising of my blood 

If I turn back
The wolf pack will get me
If I continue
My mind will attack me

What way should I go? 
No one observes
When I spout my words
But I don't deserve it anyways

In a street full of houses
Only lights notice me
My footsteps echoing 
Where I've lost reality

I don't know how
My mind won't allow
Grabbing on to me
They shake what's left of me lose
Until I'm nothing but a shell

Trying to yell
No words come out
My mind compels me
But I don't shout

With nothing left to say
The blue skies are now grey
My shell will portray
A girl with happiness in her heart
And maybe it's better that way