The box

I need some meditation
so I can free my thoughts 
Get out this room clear my head to get out this box 
All my life I've tried to be something that I am not 
Now I'm all alone it's a feeling that I have to stop 
I need to find someone to counteract all of these evil thoughts 
But it's hard to talk to girls you can say that that's my fathers fault
Every time I get rejected I feel a little bit lesser 
This box is getting smaller and it's building up pressure 
I've got the biggest heart that no ruler could measure 
But I'm still stuck in here guess I need to be better 
But I don't wanna change
I'ma just be me 
And Mabey one day I'll find the one with the key 
To the one that got away I want you to see 
What you could have had
if you would have chose me