Keep pushing

I try to take life one step at a time 
I live my life clean no violence no crime 
The obstacles are plenty I look them eye to eye 
Sometimes they knock me down I'm not the prefect guy 
Over time I grow weary there's a boulder on my back 
Why can't I put it down I think I felt a crack 
But if I put it down I fear I won't get it back 
Cause then who would be around to pick up all  of the slack 
I need to get away but I promise that I'll come back 
I just need a couple days to get my mind  on track
Since I was eleven I've been the one in command 
I love my family alot but they need to understand 
That I'm only one man 
there's only so much I can take 
My head is going crazy my mental health is at stake 
But I'ma keep pushing till the road is at an end 
This life is a struggle but that's no excuse to bend