" The Brightest Star In The Sky !"x

" 365, Painful days have passed, Since i lost my beautiful Mum !
I am no further forward, Not very far have i come ?
The pain that has shattered my heart, My very soul is still numb?
As your role as my Mother, Is now forever done !

It seems to me , Like only yesterday
I so miss your smile & the silly things you,d say 
Without you to guide me, I feel i,ve lost my way
& am still in shock, That you have even passed away

Today is your 1 year anniversary
It fills up my world, With such adversity !
The saddest of days, Was the day you left me
But, So thankful , That you was my precious  Mummy...

I have no idea. Where that year has gone ?
Miss you so & wanting you back where you belong !
Always wondering how this is right? When it feels so wrong
& for just 1 more hug, I will forever & always long !!

My love for you Mum, Will never ever die
Still some days for me , When all i do is cry
& searching my poor troubled mind, Asking for reasons why ?
But to me, You will always be, The brightest star in the sky !

That will never change, As Mother & Daughter..We remain tied
I must have filled a river, With the tears that i have cried ?
I can no longer rely on you , Being by my side 
& this heart that you gave me , Burst,s with sheer pride !

There was still so much , That i never got to say ?
Although i still talk to you , Every single day !
It comforts me, That you have not really gone away !?
& i hope & pray, That i will see you again some day xx

I will carry the truest of love. In my heart with me
Where ever i am, Or do happen to be !?
For the rest of your Daughter,s  eternity
Inside of my very being, Is where you will always be xx

Tracy Timothy xx