The changing

The change comes when you are not in me....i falter

I lingered into the devil's path 

A weakened mind ...loosing sanity of real...my faith

This is when i am burden with chains. 

Battling deamons and trying to stay connected.

I must pray...i must repent...i must ask for forgiveness. ...but first i must forgive..

I must bow to you with respect and discipline 

And at this time my repentance must be continuous.

I must prostrate myself to thee....my God....most merciful. ...ever knowing....most gracious. And forgiving 

Make me safe from all evils....i don't want to go astray....make me humble....and guard me ...protect me. ..guide me to the right path.

I don't want to leave my Soul

Continue this guidance. ..i beg of you My God.