The dark temptress

I know our love was pure and true,
 our bond was so clear to see.
But when I looked into your eyes there was a dark desire, a lustfull wanting for something other than me.
You were always agitated and so cold, feeling withdrawn from the life in which you did once belong.
Then Your secret temptress would see your shaking hands and start singing her sedutive sirens song.
I helplessly watched you suffering, your tired bones ached and rattled with pain,
as you tried rejecting her alluring advances tempting you down her dark road once again.
I prayed for your strength we need just a little help from above, 
To keep you safe from this affliction, as i enveloped you in my unconditional love.
Always holding back the tears as you would say it's just one last time, there now rolling down my cheeks each drop a reflection of broken promises and pretending all is fine.
Everyday I prayed we could somehow free you from this addictive curse, I now walk alone behind you in your last ride in the morbid hurse. 
I pray I could go back in time, and this time your life I could save,
maybe I then wouldn't be stood here crying my empty heart out at the side of your grave.