The desertion of freewill

At the start of it all
I'd been callously setup for downfall.
&even the angels couldn't help me escape
From lifes stormy paths in its earthquake.
My boundaries became mountains
My mountains I started to climb.
But stresses & struggles of life
Soon became a path my strengths would decline.
So soon I lay down to its forces lost of my fight
As days turned into weeks and darkness at night.
Defeated bewildered & weakened in soul
I'd lost all my lifes inhibitions of my started out goal.
And as I dreamed on through sleepily
Visions became voices within the mind that appeared
Through a souless different dimension
I faced all of the frightening nightmares id previously feared.
I'd met wit the devil, Satan himself
He'd stripped my wellbeing & mentality of sane health.
My hearts burnt by the flames of hells fires and it's smoke inhaled into my soul.
What now was a fraction of what once was
Is now a half of a whole.
If I'd only been more of an escapist than that of a trier
I wouldn't be in this he'll hole
Burnt by hells fire.
But unexpectedly Satan returned with a gift more truer than I'd ever believe
in the gifting of setting me free from my painings
Instead of how in the world that we perceive.
Greater than great larger than large
More powerful than life in itself he  gave restoration of my health battery a full refund of recharge
BY A TATE 10AUG 2017