The difference

The difference between you and me
Is that you unblock me - cause you want me to see
See that you are moving on, 
Denying the pain - hoping it will soon be gone 
Selling clothes I gave -  for free
Hoping that it might affect me
While I’m clinging on to every memory 
Scared that one day they will fade - eventually 
Trying to make sense of it all 
Hoping you soon - will call
Trying to accept 
While sleeping in your clothes- I kept
Hoping that one day - you won’t have that affect 
I must say- grieving has its side effects