The feeling

It`s that feeling that you get,
When you just want to talk to him,
When you just want to stare at him,
That feeling when you just want him by your side,
When you just want him to know.
When you just want him to hear your last words  
Because you know you would never talk again.
That feeling that breaks your world in two
Because you know you can`t let him go!
 

You always hear his voice when you listen to that song,
You always picture that moment when he laughed,
How he loved,
How he did everything but now it`s no more!
You can`t follow him around no more.
Even though the universe says you moved on,
Your heart is still by his side,
It still rushes to him like before,
And the wall you built was to keep him inside,
And let all of them out.
Coz you know only he holds the key,
The key to evoke your feelings and evolve the person you are.
That feeling... It strikes and you feel a sharp pain!
That feeling... When you go back and tears flow.
Because all you can do is cry him a river,
Because all you have to do is just disappear,
Because you know the two of you cannot evolve together.
That`s the feeling, only that feeling... The one feeling of going back.

That feeling that everything is done,
That feeling that confirms it all,
The feeling that the two of you can never meet again,
The feeling inside only left by him.
And you know it`s wrong but you can`t let go.
Because you will never love again like you did with him.
Because only he can be loved out of all of them like that.
And you know he will never be yours again.
That feeling sprouted upon by a broken heart,
Yearning only him to mend it!
Like the 13 mirror shards that only he can connect,
Just that now he evolved and you are still in one place,
All because of just one mere feeling!