The grief a gift

To die without being loved

If God had only touch me twice 

I may have been a better man

For I still don't understand .....why didn't I drive.

Since she died I have been alone

In my loneliness and aloneness of grief

She has been my only lover....my soul ....my heart

It should have been me......many times in my dream  It played the scene

To loose the one you love in time .....of younger times

Has been a death of my heart,my being of loving...for life

Everyone knew of my love for her

I must continue..

And appreciate.... Our life

Yet we had a gift ........our child.