The happiest moment

It was the first blossoms of  May
I think
A time of perfumes and fragrances
That dripped promises like honey.
No matter my love,
that some would fade
like the cherry blossoms

My heart was filled back then with a
room full of tomorrows.
Our children were asleep in their beds
the youngest as new as the lilacs.
And we sat closely together 

Sharing the spring morn with a coffee pot.
I still remember,
The morning sunlight caught the burnished 
shine of your beautiful hair.
I thought how good it would feel 
Cascading onto my bare chest.

I looked at you at that tender moment.
Not as my wife
or the mother of my children.
But as the woman I could not
get enough of when we first met.

I know we were always working 
back then
always tired from disturbed sleep.
Never enough money
to go around.

But even now after
a long lifetime together.
If you were to ask me
were you happy
back then my love,
I would answer 
yes my love
so happy
so very happy.

Ahh the hard times
When passions raged
Jude