the inner spirit

thoughts on the mind,
visions in my eyes,
i don't know what im doing,
im'a take my own life,
i don't know why,
all i wanna do is fly,
but the thoughts that are keeping me held back are no descuise,

i try and ask for help,
cos i cant do this by myself,
but no one is listening to my cries and my chelps...

i don't know who else to ask im stuck in my past,
and lifes going fast,
too fast for me to pass

so ill fail, 
even discard of my trail,
because theres no god in my lifes
theres no holy grail...