The inside of me

I kill myself a bit more everyday

What I used to be is no longer

I am something else

Someone else

I cover up the new me

But it comes out more everday

I hate myself

I hate what I have become

I live in my sorrow

My guilt and pain

Dying a tragic death

I loose control more and more

The tormented soul in me

Thrives on the anguish within

I live day by day

But those days get harder

Nothing can stop the shit I hide

Quivering inside my skin

Like a beast ripping through it

I die a little everyday and that will remain