The leaky roof

You never know someone's roof is leaking unless you live in that house
Come live with me and see how I nearly drown
No more lies, no im not preaching for clout
I'm a coke head
smile big
They Call me a clown
Its art how I cover my face
Mimic when I'm boxed in
I will fill up space
Cheshire cat cos im silent as I fade
Catch me in the Audi with work and a blade
Had to stash that because my Mrs was afraid,
Afraid what I'd do in my terrors of rage
Im 27 now not of young age
Im out here with responsibility
So I Cant be locked in a cage
Starter stacking money
I put that shit away
Got a real shop
I tried to make a honest fucking day
But politics be politics
They took that shit away 
So back on the road now
Have to Focus on that wave
Basically undo the road I've just paved
it cut me deep
now nothing feels the same
I've had to learn that the rain you can not tame 
so many holes in this ceiling 
It's flooded out my brain 
So don't compare us, our holes just anit the same.